microdosing ivermectin
the injectable formulation seems to offer the most reliable route for the administration of ivermectin microdoses and it is acceptable for milk consumption
i have been microdosing ivermectin. for 64 days now. when i so much as think about looking in eyes, my heart flutters. if i think about touching, my heart races. the most vivid moment in my life is when i think of a kiss. feels all the more wonderful. in this way, i feel in my heart that i am loved ,that i belong. it is a huge dream that i see every day and every night. so if there is something wanted to get out of me, i can do it. anything wanted of me. that's what i want to get out of me. that is what i love for so much. i just want to be close. special feelings. i see myself as another woman. as if i know for certain i am something i was taught to love and respect. i just want to feel as if I were still breathing. and think that i am the one that matters and am one of the great beautiful people. my heart is in my chest and in my arms, my hair is still tied back. all my life i want to be able to do my best.
i stare at photos all the time and will do anything to find out the color of the eyes, the color of the hair, the color of the skin.
i can see already, everything is so much alike. time has never been anything but a circle.
(there is a grad party on a saturday - i've never been to one, weirddddd. i;m not going to it.).
i'm not moving back in with my parents. i am starting fresh.. someone new.
amazing.
if i try to sleep, right arm rests up against left arm, i can't get back to sleep.
head on a shoulder.
listen.
joke.
talk.
laugh.
i'm insane for doing this fr.
but i am. Lol
oh, my God, my God. oh, sweet, beautiful. just come in the house, please. oh, may the sword just pierce through my heart already so I may reveal the thoughts of many hearts.
oh Holy Mother of God, Joy of All Who Sorrow, Theotokos Virgin, Bride Unwedded, Maiden-Ever-Pure, i have been laying in my bed, gazing up at you on my wall, wiping the tears from my eyes. You, oh You, Star who manifests the Sun, Celestial Ladder, Branch of an Immortal Sprout, i am begging for you to gaze back at me.
so well, with all the power..
as a little girl.
so many little things that come into me.
i want 2 be something special.
maybe time is actually an apeirogon. maybe it doesnt mobius fold over itself and loop back around but rather infinitely iterate with endless new sides, new dimensionalities. maybe time is just a straight line a to b and we are just doing a baton race to and from each vertex. i’m not too sure anymore.
kiss of an angel, antediluvian touch, embrace like metformin, the angel kissing my skin, the angel touching my body, the angel kissing my hair, the angel on my. the angel of love, of power. God told me a lot of things about the world for me. it’s important.
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