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cruising on rainbows in n out of clouds dodging raindrops weaving around the thunder doing donuts on the horizon. at the zenith of the sun’s curvature we are resting, lounging, laying- pure at ease supereasy hypercalm. nothing but what we are meant to feel and we are meant to feel exactly that.
i remember the first thing U said to me i thought it was so funny and it felt psychic. like u were watching me thru the window. i remember kind of maybe wishing you actually were - that would be pretty messed up and funny super funny imo. i think i’d want that. still do? maybe. its hard to know what i am feeling these daysss its kind of an amorphous blob. i am bathed in light and who knows where its coming from. well i kno it’s coming from u but idk what part of you. maybe im outside the house looking in rn.
i remember the day i met u i thought you were so lacy like alencon. or chantilly which is my favorite lace. u were made of silk and it was divine i said a prayer for the moths that made U thanking them for their work they did a really good job. i wondered if you had been imported from china or otherwise how you made your way here (you later told me and i listened to every word like a jewish grandmother. i could not miss a thing. God wouldn’t let me. )
i remember a week or two later how you told me about the snow and how it feels to go skiing and i remember in that exact moment wanting nothing more than 2go to aspen with you. the thought made me physically and psychically euphoric mentally and emotionally and auratically and aetherically euphoric.
ive been looking at hilma af klint paintings, and i see your face in them. i see a lot of things in them that i think other people do not. she was really onto something with the whole talking to God thing. i think God is talking to me now too. well i don’t think that i know it i just don’t want to sound crazy. but He is and i’d tell you what He’s saying buttttt you wouldn’t believe it.
i gave a mouse a cookie and he told me so many Secrets of the Rodentia that i feel like a new person (⌒ω⌒)
i am a eusocial creature, I am craving more than anything to be the broodmother UwU
you’re all poised and i’m made of poison. i’m a cyclone and i’m spinning and twirling and jetting around and i can’t help it and i can’t stop it. your poise in the face of this is almost humiliating. you kept it together so well, still do. i could never do that especially not in front of you. something inside you has gripped something inside me deeply- uve got my thread clenched in a tight fist and you are pulling it and unraveling me. i kind of want to be a pile of string and fabric in your hands :3 what a nice way to go out.
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